…last therapy session before my holiday done, finishing everything I can at work, cleaning the flat, organizing cat sitters, looking for all the travel documents, calling everyone who could miss me, feeling extremely happy and at the same time quite under pressure.
That’s what it feels like at the moment.
I would be so much more relaxed if I cut myself. I go running and dancing, I meditate and use all my skills and somehow it works out. Breathing does the trick, just keeping on breathing, not holding the air inside like I used to. Everything’s going to be okay. For sure. And soon I’ll be far away from all tasks and able to breathe even better 🙂