August 2015

Part 12 in a series about the time between my diagnosis and the start of this blog. Notes from my “Loose-screw-logbook”, the predecessor of my blog.

  • Problems with authorities resolved, passed Cambridge Certificate exam, planning next holiday – lots of achievements!
  • Nevertheless phases where I feel lost and scared
  • Due to arguments of relatives I am able to see things differently, talk about them, feel angry,…feel that I’m going to change something but am not quite there yet.
  • All in all feel like everything’s going in the right direction even though I have intense panic attacks, etc.
  • Always wondering if it actually makes sense to keep myself from cutting when all, really all my thoughts are about it. Can’t a small cut be a fine compromise when I’m able to concentrate better for weeks afterwards?

The usual up and down…

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