I can’t really say how I am at the moment. As usually at this time of year I’m in the middle of my summer-energy-high: I wake up before the alarm rings and I’m wide awake, energetic, jittery. That’s a good thing basically, I’m very productive around this time of the year and at the moment there is not a trace of depression. At the same time this kind of being full of vim and vigor is a little dangerous. A flatline is not as easy to shake as the state I’m in right now. I feel triggered more easily, I get nervous, excited or angry quicker, everything’s just…louder if that makes sense. More colourful, intense, lively. The complete opposite of emptiness. That’s fine with me, I like it. But I know that I have to pay attention because otherwise I’ll start overdoing it and never calm down and don’t care for myself as I ought to. Because I’m without any borders and have to feel everything as long and intensively as possible to the point where I can’t take it anymore. But this necessary moderation is not interesting. So I continue being restless and twitching through this summer.