Lost

I’m okay. Everything’s alright, I’m not depressed or angry or tempted to self-harm. The last few days actually were pretty nice. But still…somehow I feel a little overwhelmed. Because I can’t understand how people can go shopping for fun. Because I have to spend so many evenings alone at the moment and I used to be better at that. Because my cat seems to be so much more alive than me. Because I have no interesting ideas to write about. I feel a little lost and aimless and anxious. Worried and insecure and somewhat lonely. I know I’m complaining on a very high level. But that seems better than complete emptiness on my blog ๐Ÿ™‚

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2 thoughts on “Lost

  1. I also haven’t written in a while. I realised today that my anger is under control now and that I function better now I have left my unhealthy relationship. I don’t take joy anymore from titles or money and I realise that my job doesn’t make me who I am. I am me and that makes me happy.

    It’s a good thing that you write down these feelings and emotions. It’s a form of meditation and self reflection and once again you show others that they are not alone in having these feelings ๐Ÿ™‚

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